Don’t you just, miss being in love, sometimes? … Not relationships or simple companionship but the incalculable and over bonding emotion that fills you up, the satiable sentiment that no one else could give you, you know? The type of love that feeds your soul and nourishes your body with everything that is light, right? The one that comes alive every time you hear a song and automatically rejuvenates your spirit, ‘na mean?
Yea, I miss that and I wonder if or when I’ll live that again…
You know what my problem is? I get attached, fast. And once I am attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It’s never really been about what I want, it’s always everyone’s needs before my own. I give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of me, and I become a pushover. But I seem okay with that, because they’re in my life and that’s all I ever really wanted. And even if they screw me over, I’m still there for them. Because that’s me, that who I am. Once I get attached to someone, they capture my heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it’s so hard for me to let her go.
But if I learned anything, everything in life, good or bad must come to an end…
I don’t want you to say you’re sorry. I want you to be sorry
Love with all your soul and all your might. But more importantly love with clarity and love with your head before you love with your heart
